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“You Continue to Possess Me Even Now”

Despite the recurring dark anguish in my life, it seemed that as my path unfolded I was being given message after message, clue after miraculous clue, a key to every lock, just as I was ready to receive and to use them. I suppose spiritual awareness, like grief, is a process into which one must grow, sufficiently vast to require time for processing and for healing. A few weeks later, on a day

By Paul Crockett Posted on August 12, 2008 – 5:23 pm | Posted in Death, Love, Spiritual | Also tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments (0)

A Spirit Begins To Stir – part one

On a deeper level, Scott’s brief communication offered a message of healing in another important way. During the years we made our way through life together, we had faced everything as a team. All of life’s joys were made sweeter in the sharing, and the inevitable slings and arrows softened by the shield of our love. But yet there I had been on the morning of Scott’s passing, left unable to share this most momentous of experiences with him. I had seen him all the way through, bearing witness to the crowning “experience of a lifetime,” but now felt keenly the depths of my isolation. More than ever before I longed to be with him in this experience, to talk it through with him, to somehow help soften its impact in the sharing. But death had slammed the door shut on me, and hard, leaving me unable to do so.

By Paul Hampton Crockett Posted on July 18, 2008 – 2:41 pm | Posted in grief, Love, poetry of loss, Spiritual | Also tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments (0)

A Little Help From My Friends

But everything was different now. I knew Scott was dead, yet also felt a strengthening sense that he was not gone. I longed for nothing more than the communication that was conceivably now so important to the both of us, and heard Daviea’s words with a new openness.

By Paul Hampton Crockett Posted on July 17, 2008 – 7:07 pm | Posted in Death, from loss to healing, grief, Love, Spiritual | Also tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Comments (11)